Hello To My New Reality!

Being a mom has been the coolest life changing experience I have ever embarked on. I would never think to look back and wonder if I could have chosen a better path, because there's no way that that's possible. Hadley is the greatest joy in my life, along with Leif, these two are my absolute priority whom I would do anything for. Even though its only a week into my journey as a mom it feels like Hadley has been with me forever, I can't imagine life without my little Haddie-cakes.

 

I am so grateful for the Temple and being able to see a much grander picture, even more grand than I did when Leif and I were sealed to each other a year and a half ago. Since we had no children then it was just him and I bound together for time and all eternity, of course our children are as well but I never really knew what that meant or the profound emotion and gratitude it would bring me until Hadley was actually here and it all made sense. Leif and I were sealed for us, but most importantly for Hadley and for our children that are yet to come. Heavenly Father trusted me with this sweet little girl, which I think is crazy because shes way to amazing for me and I can't believe I was blessed and given the opportunity to be her mommy. None-the-less, He did because He knows what we need, He knows us better then anyone else.

When we first found out we were expecting our little bundle of joy I was nervous and wanted to find out what we were having. I then heard a quote " your given the perfect baby for you and your husband, no matter what sex it is, it's exactly what you need". After I heard that my mind was cleared and I didn't need to know anymore. No matter if a boy (which is what we and most everyone thought Hadley was) or a girl it would be the perfect baby for us. I can tell you that the statement is completely true, Hadley is the most perfect baby for Leif and I. We were meant to have our girl Hadley, Heavenly Father knew she was what we needed at this time and  I am so great full for that.